When I trying to log in my blog again, I was so surprise, June 09 to May 10, it was total 11 months I didn’t update my blog already. What making I stop writing this blog already? And during the time I stop writing blog, what am I doing? Whatever it is, as I read back what I writing previously, I am quite impress by with my understanding of the market as well as the passion of learning to become a successful trader. I never thought I able to write something that really reflect in the market as well as something very useful that can keep me in mind, so it making me just like finding back something that was already lost. I wish to thank to someone that let me finding back something such as important to me. But the main purpose of writing this blog again, it just that I don’t want to a turtle only, hehe.
Writing blog is just like a habit, once u get used to it, u will not stop writing it. It is the same when u stops writing; it can be discontinuing forever until one day u suddenly start over it again. So go back to the question, “what am I doing during the time I stop blogging?” Actually I never involve myself in the market when the time I was writing this blog, I am such a coward right? I remember clearly, I start my trading with real money soon after enter 1st of August. I would say that the feeling of trading totally different from paper trading, and I did put myself into the feeling of fear, greed, hope, despair which every investors experience before. When that time I start trading, I decide to use mechanical trading, and it is to serve the purpose to get rid of any emotion disturbance. I remember very clearly the trading for the 1st month was not that promising, I did lose around 2.8 k for trading 1 lot for the whole august. Anyway, I did not give up; because I always believe if my capital still there, with the discipline and trading method I have, I believe I can recover my capital from negative from positive.
Miracle did happen, I recover my 1st month losses and I notice my capital did slowly picking up, it did raise my confident and my determination of involving in futures market. The feeling of winning in futures market was very awesome. U imagine that, 95% people was losing in the market, out of this 95%, some of the might be CEO, lawyer, PHD or even some professions. If u able to win in this market, indirectly means u are smarter than these so called high level people. So I like futures market very much, because it just a place that allow u to use your intelligent to grab other people moneys, it is a best mind games in the world. My trading result was so smooth, and I’d achieve of 160% growth of my original capital in 9 months time, way to go!!!!! I share my achievement in trading with anyone that I met and I also did convince all my best friends to take out a little money to allow me to trade for them. As I discover some method that allow me to get money so easily, I like recommend to all my friends, because I want them to benefits from it as well, and maybe this is my characteristics that like to help people.
Guess what, life is really never goes smooth as I thought…I lose all the profit that I gained in 9 months in less than 1 month time…. Sound unbelievable??? But it did happen…. The same method I using for 9 moths past, this deadly 1 month wipe off everything. I using the same signal and I apply the same discipline inside, but in fact I still lose that much. Though I lose so much, but I am not giving up yet, cause I know I will stand back again from where I fall down and this is the reason why I start to update my blog again. Calm sea can never train a good sailor, and always learn from mistake, only by this way u can only move forward and forward again.
